|*29th May' 06*|

French Written Test today.. Hmmm.. I hope my letter writing isn't that bad. I forgot my Numbers. Should be alright bahs... Presentation wise, I missed out quite a lot. I didn't bring my Q Cards I guess..Grrr... Anywayz..I'll miss French Class.. =) Hope my French will improve or rather be remembered..kekex.

Went to the small bazzar under the convention centre, bought a pair of sandals.. daring colours, green velvet.. but was a bit faulty. Hope I've managed to fixed it =)

Met WX for lunch today.. Hee.. after soOo Long..wahahahazZ! Talk talk and crap..hee.. but den got limited time. sigh.. After that I headed to National Library to continue my research, I brought paper and pen plus my laptop this time round. Nearly couldn't find the book I really Need.. but found in just in time but made JY and Lystra waited for me..so Paiseh.. Anywayz.. Thanks Ya Gerls..=) I really like it A Lot.. Hee...=D

Rushed Back to school. Ate a quick Dinner, went for practice. Hmmm.. after today I felt kinda glad, happy or soft-hearted or wateva? The teasing and all, I felt kinda happy? or glad.. I noe i had tt face for a few sec but sorry, wateva seen outside doesn't mean the same felt inside. Not sure how to describe my feelings tonight, mixed, dunno how to describe. Really... Just better than other days I've been having. Tt agreed.

Guo le jing wan, wo gan dao xin wei, kai xin? xin luan? wo wu fa jie shi wo gan dao zen me yang. Zong zhi bi qian ji tian hai bu cuo ba.. =) Dan wo yi ran you ge yi han, na jiu shi wei shen me wo bu neng zi ran yi dian ne? wei shen me wo jiu shi yao gai zhu na biao qing.. haiyo... you na me kun nan huo nan shou ma..=.-

Shui ran suo fa sheng de dou bu hao chen shou, dan ni yi ran hai shi yi zhi zai wo de xin li cun zai ze. wo dui bi ci de gan qing hai shi yi yang de. nan dao zhen de mei jie guo ma? shi man miao mang huo shuo wo men kan bu jian wei lai, dan wo yi jie shou ning de yi qie, dan wei shen me ning mei you ne, er dao fang qi wo de di bu.. jing ran dou da ying shuo yi qi du guo ze xie feng cui yu da le, dan que ze yang de hou guo, wo dang ran bu ming bai, wo yi ding yao ming bai, wo bu fang qi, wo xiang jian qiang de yi ji zou ke yi ma..... hai...
yi ran yi zhi dou shi zai xiang nian ze......

|*27th May' 06*|

My day started just like my normal Saturday. Been late for class for the pass few saturdays..haiz.. Went to JE Library to search for some books, don't think it's enough, thinking of going to NL better.. hmmm...

Reached later than usual, to know that people didn't come for practice, it's like what the hell???!! Anywayz, think I might have found a better way of playing the melody. Haha.. More practice.. =)

Went to meet my ex classmates in town. Suppose to watch X-Men III, but the queue freaking long, and the evening shows were sold out, and 9pm @ orchard is freaking late, so didn't watch with the guys.. -.= Went to JP to watch the Da Vinci Code with L,M,ZY,GY. Wee.. so long nvr see my frens le.. Jeremy you changed A LOT!! lolx, become SO Fit..lolz.. Da Ma(WX) I still miss hanging out and throwing my baggage to you, LOLx.. At a point of time, I felt empty hearted coz ... Talked alot lo.. guess we really have a lot to catch up on..hahazZ.. Though most of us that came today are in the same school, but we seldom see each other. =\ butLeft early for JP.

The Da Vinci Code movie like kinda showing the bad side of Christianity lo..-.=" Haiz, plus it's like trying to weaken their faith or something. Be Strong! Anywayz, I was following till I started to drift at a point of time and got a bit confused. Its was kinda long, dunno why but I did Figid.
How I wish I'm as smart as the Robert guy in the movie to solve the riddles and codes of everything. And Unlocked myself, but I guess just like what happened, I'll still need some1 to free me huh...

NEXT: I Wanna Watch X-MEN III!!!

|*26th May' 06*|

Was an unlucky day... Class test kinda not success coz what I studied wasn't really tested.. -.= Then I hated what I saw, den got Gastric Pain. Though I ate le, but it still persisted till I got home. And so Unfortunately, I slipped and Fell on my way home, walking back with my right side wet and muddy.. Gud thing it was dark and no 1 was behind me and I managed to get up as quickly as I fell...-_-" Haiz..
What's Happening?

*24th May' 06*|

I WISH I WERE NEVER ALONE.

|*23rd May' 06*|

Skipped Practice to tonight. Never had I skipped practice just coz I need to complete my work and catch up with rest. But I though to myself why must stay coz of responsibility and pple can dun care, and end up struggling. =S Anywayz.. I also dont 1 to miss it de. Haiz.

I worked hard last semester, but unfortunately still not good enough to get at least an AD or an acheivement. Was close, but not close enough. And when I saw my modules this semester I kinda like it coz I though I'll be able to score for Science, but it was kinda spoiled coz of the happenings around me. I just 1 to get an acheivement once, ya I know its unusual for pple to have this kinda ambition but hmm..I jus 1 to get it at least once.

Haiz.. I miss Everything. EVERYTHING. I wonder am I stupid, dumb or what, coz if its other pple who are in the situation they'll think otherwise. A thought of it brings sadness all over me. Sigh.. even going out to movies, concerts and outings to sentosa or wateva..haiz..makes me sad. Dont know Why..

Sentimental and Romantic..?? Dont look like huh..=s

|*20th May' 06*|

All I know is to Sigh rite now. Dont noe how to reply. Jus 1 things to be cleared and smooth. =).

Anywayz..Today's Prac was seriously Intense. I mean beginning wasn't that tired, will when I played through the song with every1 1 after another den Tired. Play and pluscked till both my Index are sore, blister i guess.. better heal b4 Tues. -_-". Anywayz, it's fulfilling and satisfying.=D

After prac, went to JP with M,L,ZY,BY,M,JH&S. Decided to go watch movie,finally decided on MI3,but JH didnt join us. Seriously, MI3 is a bit much Action for me. When the suspense and Action starts arhs,I had myself grabbing onto my bag lahs. Haiyo, it's called very 'Ci Ji'.Den somemore after that, we thought our bus left le, so we played save go queue for 187,but 180 came in,den we jump out of the queue to ask uncle if its going back,but we can onli board from the 180 queue.Diao~ la.. so we all Run la..Like siao lo.. think if i were a passer by I'll think these pple are mad.. LoLx... Anywayz, We manage to catch the bus la, somemore told uncle to wait,must wait,but still run la. Very long nvr run till like this lo, darn siao, my waist kinda hurt,den leg like wobbily. Den I became over excited la.. coz after Moive i Became very awake le coz of all the Actions, den still Chase bus, the more I can't sleep though I'm darn Tired. Tt's Y i'm blogging now..lolx.. Besides I haven been Enjoying till Today lahs.Crazy day. Hahs!

|*19th May' 06*|

It was a Long Looked Forward Day for me, supposed to be Memorable and Happy, but it became the Most Sad,disappointed,Lost and Regretted Day instead.

Don't really know how to decribe it. I feel wasted. Everything could have been Alright, but it'd gone So Much Worst than Before. I might have Blew it. but All I wanted was a new chance given for me to Prove Myself, but instead I was given up & pushed downwards.-.= but I feel used and not appreciated leh..=S. I dont knoe how to explain lahs, but its just so uneasy.To not even been given that Chance, I feel like a Failure la..-.=.

Haiz, all I had in mind was just Scraped off jus like that without given a choice.

|*6th May'06*|

I think I ate too much just now during dinner. I guess part of it is because I haven been eating and drinking this pass few days and have been sleeping in through out instead. But I just don't feel the hunger at all. =\ My stomach feels queasy right now. I feel so thirsty, I've lost so much amount of fluid. My throat is starting to burn. Its either I think coz I ate too much and I'm drinking a lot of water now to try to quench my thirst, that I don't even know whether my stomach is queasy coz I ate too much of coz I'm bloated with water.=S

|*3rd May'06*|

I haven been looking forward to Wednesday since I saw my time table for this semester, coz its so freaking tight! Metally Exhausted.=\ Plus I had to skip A capella Practice for this coming 5-6 weeks.. for Virtuoso Rehearsals. A capella is a good time to relax, but rehearsals kinda makes my day more stress, but den it's all because to this Big annual performance of NPS, so it'll be worthwhile. =)

How I wish that the world is only filled with Happiness. With no hatred, no sadness, fustration and disappointment. If only... There's always a reason behind everything that is done or had happened. Everyone has a role and purpose on earth...

I miss everything...

|*2nd May'06*|

When to school for only 2hr lecture(even weeks),-.- Then when to attempt to catch some plant pests, but unfortunately not that succesful.=\ End earlier than I thought, so went to NPS clubhse lo. Do some stuff, den check cello, hmm.. felt tired and slpy, but didn't slp, coz was playing piano.=x Went to eat den go for practice.

Haiz.. see arhs.. being a good and fair person isn't easy la. Kaoz, I don't 1 to stir up unhappy feelings coz we're working together as a whole. But seriously, I jus feel wrong, i'm stubborn yea i know, at some point of time is i'm in the wrong, yea fine. But be realistic, think as a whole, there's always a chance for people to try.

[Corruption leads to Unfair treatment of Others!] =\

|*1st May'06*|

Hee...went out with lystra today to get some things.and ideas...keke..kinda excited.. i hope everything turns out well... =) Then after tt went to suntec to get the free milo thingy...=x mama ask me go take..-.= haz... Oh well.. Thanks Lystra for the fun intro thru the stuffs plus tips.. =D

|*30th April'06*|

Things has never been easy or smooth for the pass month, Busy is 1 thing and other external factors affecting. Sigh. In this kinda situation every1 might lose its patient any moment, I understand, worked up, just like I do. How i wish that I could just Hug u and say things will be fine everytime this situation arises. But it just seems too good to be true... ='(